ngantuk... feels like i've just woken upfrom a hibernating slumber.  foul tasting mouth. stiff joints and other parts of body (tee hee hee).  it's onely 8 hours.  but that surely is an extra. a lot more than the usual 6.

bloody body.  cant make up its mind.  i feel sleepy at noght after a long days work.  and if sleep a lot, i'll feel horrible in the morning.  if i sleep less, i'll feel good in the mornong.  but i'll get really sleepy in the afternoon.  so... what the fook do u need?  6, 7, 8 hours?   decide and i'll give u.   dont just give stiff signals in the morning.  and having me secodn guess what u need.  tell me.  or at least.  be consistent.  so i wont misjudge ur needs and i can get a good nights rest.  for pete's sake, it's for you own bloody good too.

fuck

almost the same in the office as well.  some idiota got illusions of grandeur. ang jsut like Mohd Nazrey Abdullah, when he holds the whistle, he cant stop blowing can he?  friday was very testing.  ok, i made a mistake, or something can be improved, by all means tell me.  i'm not so fucking stuck up to think i'm perfect. far from it.  if u think things are better done one way or another, please, let me know.  but please, spare me your comments.  stop saying i didnt do things cos 'i couldn't be bothered'.  quit calling me names, and putting labels on me.  i did the job.  i considered the evidence.  i evaluated the circumstance.  and i made a frigging call.  i made a call.  if i was not right.  correct me.  not call me names. 

it's one of the things i really hate.  dan dengan sinisnya, melemparkan senyuman yang penuh makna.  penuh terisi dengan dengki dan kepuasan sanubari. u know the smile.  the smile that says i know better than u.  that says u are a fucking idiot and dont fucking belong here.  the smile that was intended to show that i know why u doi this, and i'm using all the energy i can muster to put up with you and your nonsense.

fuck it.  not even worth my energy this morning.  fancy starting a sunday mornign with a rant about some species.  they should be classified, rounded up, and tagged.  so we can see them coming a mile away.

any way, how was your week?